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[pronetoaccidents]

-I recorded a song I'm really happy with and would like to do something with it.

https://www.facebook.com/ryan.uellendahl.1/videos/10101987093919812/

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I've been looking for an album I lost for a long fucking time. It's a by these dudes Von LMO,, ill space epic protopunk garage, alien rock opera of awesomeness.. hawkwind playing stooges or stooges playing hawkwind.. one of the two.. that should be enough..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YRVqxb3ihjU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAao9Z8znfQ 

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I seem to be responding to the additional of the abilify to my pharmaceutical cocktail. As hestistant as I was about certain aspects of creativity, it's actually been quite the contrary. With my mind off my selfish misery, suicide, anger and such i have so much more time to actually DO something and not go back and forth in my head how i'm a failure because i don't do anything but it's because i sit and say that, that paradoxical, endless perpetual whatever it's called. either way i believe i've seen past that and have been coming up with more ideas for things than ever.

I actually went out to a buy a binder, i haven't done that since high school or possibly college? either way because i have more focused clarity, more work to put together and i want to organize it. I've literally came up with a pretty cool (i think) fantasy story. I've always been interested in the creation of mythology (Tolkien, Lord Dunsany, and all the others influenced by them) and wanted to take my own attempt at it and I've already made detailed tolkein-esque maps with quaries and mountains, rivers. streams, desecrated cities, forests and catacombs and such. If I get into the actual jist of the story here I'll sound a little crazy but it's pretty fucking awesomely crazy ha.

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nate designed an amazing fucking piece I commisioned him which i'm going to get inked as soon as i get the money for the inkage. it's a sheer work of art so i'm taking my time. It's vintage Elvis with Kiss Make up and the Elvis written on bottom in KISS logo. TALK TO HIM AND GET HIM TO DO SOMETHING FOR YOU, you won't regret it.

[BlakeK]

Shoes. In the past few years since getting sober I've been really obsessed with sneakers. It's weird. I like shopping far more than I used to. It is addict like behavior but one I seem to have under control.

What happened to your song? The link is inactive.

[manmagic]

I don't collect shoes, but I appreciate a good sneaker and would love to see a pic or two of your favorite pairs!

[momitsnowme]

I also appreciate a good sneaker!

[momitsnowme]

I'm excited I actually finished my novel and am looking at next steps for it and I just started making the t shirt quilt I've been meaning to make for years. I feel like I'm actually doing my "someday" projects and it feels awesome.

[pronetoaccidents]

Been writing more than ever. Songs, stories. I'm also getting better and finding inner peace and anxiety alleviation by practicing some meditation. My meds seem to be working and I wouldnt say happy.but optomistic and ready for next phase of my life

[BlakeK]

This is turning into a hobby/collecting thread and I'm sorry but I love collecting movies. I was going to post pictures of my shoes as requested but I can copy them from my photos on my iPhone and iPad so I can't. I doubt you-
All would be interested anyway as they aren't anything special but I like them.

Here's a list of movies/tv shows I have. I love collecting bargain movies.

DVD:

2001: A Space Odyssey
Along Came Polly
American Gangster
American History X
American Psycho
Anchorman
Anchorman 2
Anger Management
Appaloosa
Basic Instinct
A Beautiful Mind
Beavis and Butthead Do America
Blades of Glory
Blazing Saddles
Borat
Bowling for Columbine
Brain Candy (Kids in the Hall)
Brothers Grimm
Casino
Cheech and Chong: Up in Smoke
Children of Men
A Clockwork Orange
Confessions of a Dangerous Mind
The Deer Hunter
The Departed
Devil's Advocate
The Devil's Rejects
Django Unchained
Dodgeball
Dogma
Don't be a Menace to South Central while Drinking Juice in the Hood
The Doors
The Exorcist
Fargo
Fight Club
Fistful of Dollars
Flight
The Forgotten
1408
Freddy Got Fingered
Friday (collection)
Full Metal Jacket
Gangs of New York
Get Him to the Greek
The Godfather
The Godfather Part II
The Godfather Part III
Gone With The Wind
Goodfellas
Good Will Hunting
Gran Torino
Halloween (remake)
Hannibal
Hide and Seek
A History of Violence
Horrible Bosses
House of 1000 Corpses
Hustle and Flow
Inglourious Basterds
Inside Man
Insidious
Interview with a Vampire
It
It's All About the Benjamins
Jackass: The Movie
Jackie Brown
JFK
Kingpin
The King's Speech
L.A. Confidential
Law Abiding Citizen
Lone Survivor
Malcolm X
Meet the Parents
Meet the Fockers
Michael Clayton
Monster's Ball
Mystic River
No Country for Old Men
One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest
The Other Guys
Pale Rider
Pineapple Express
Police Academy
Prisoners
Pulp Fiction
Rain Man
Reality Bites
Reservoir Dogs
The Ring (1 and 2)
Robocop
Role Models
Rounders
Savages
Saving Private Ryan
Scarface
The Shawshank Redemption
The Shining
Short Circuit
Short Circuit 2
Shutter Island
Sling Blade
The Social Network
(This is) Spinal Tap
Storm of the Century
Superbad
Super Troopers
Syriana
Step Brothers
Talladega Nights
Team America: World Police
The Thin Red Line
This is the End
Tombstone
Traffic
Training Day
Tropic Thunder
True Grit (remake)
Unbreakable
Unforgiven
Vanilla Sky
Walk Hard: The Story of Dewey Cox
The Wall (Pink Floyd)
Wild Things
The Wizard of Oz
You, Me, and Dupree

Blu Ray:

A Few Good Men
American Hustle
Apocalypse Now
Back to the Future
Back to the Future II
Back to the Future III
Bad Santa
Batman Begins
Beetlejuice
The Big Lebowski
Boogie Nights
The Cabin in the Woods
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Chinatown
Collateral
Corpse Bride
Crazy Heart
The Crow
Dallas Buyer's Club
Dances with Wolves
The Dark Knight
The Dark Knight Rises
Dr. Strangelove or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb
Edward Scissorhands
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Forrest Gump
Foxcatcher
Freelancers
Ghostbusters
Ghostbusters 2
Gone Girl
The Grand Budapest Hotel
The Green Mile
The Hangover
Heat
The Hurt Locker
Inception
Indiana Jones: Raiders of the Lost Ark
Indiana Jones: The Temple of Doom
Indiana Jones: The Last Crusade
Inherent Vice
Insomnia
The Interview
Kill Bill Vol. 1
Kill Bill Vol. 2
The King of New York
Lord of War
The Lovely Bones
The Master
Miller's Crossing
Misery
National Lampoon's Vacation
Natural Born Killers
Nightcrawler
Nixon
Old School
Office Space
The Possession
The Prestige
Primal Fear
Raging Bull
Rocky
Scent of a Woman
Sea of Love
Seven
The Silence of the Lambs
Sinister
Snatch
South Park: Bigger, Longer, Uncut
Taxi Driver
There Will Be Blood
The Town
True Romance
12 Monkeys
The Usual Suspects
Wall Street
West of Memphis
Whiplash
Winter's Bone
The Wolf of Wall Street
The Wrestler

Holiday Movies:
Christmas:

DVD:

A Charlie Brown Christmas
Four Christmases
Fred Claus
Frosty's Winter Wonderland
How the Grinch Stole Christmas
National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation
Rudolph and Frosty's Christmas in July
Rudolph's Shiny New Year
Scrooged
'Twas the Night Before Christmas
The Year Without a Santa Claus

Blu-Ray:

Cricket on the Hearth
Frosty the Snowman
Frosty Returns
The Little Drummer Boy
Mr. Magoo's Christmas Carol
Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer
Santa Claus is Coming to Town

Halloween:

It's the Great Pumpkin Charlie Brown

Thanksgiving:

Happy Thanksgiving Charlie Brown


Television:

DVD:

It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia: Seasons 1-6
Breaking Bad: Complete Series (Seasons 1-5)
Chappelle's Show: Seasons 1 and 2
Dave Chappelle: For What It's Worth
Dexter: Season 1 and 4
Mr. Show: Season 4
Saturday Night Live: The Best of Will Ferrell Volumes 1 and 2
South Park: Season 10
The State: Complete Series


Blu Ray:

American Horror Story: Season 1
Fargo
The Knick: Season 1
True Detective: Season 1

Some of the movies on the list are Amanda's and some came in a combo pack which is why there are several terrible movies on the list. I also have a few movies I really like that aren't well liked but are guilty pleasures

[pronetoaccidents]

-almost completely caught up with game of thrones.. next up on the list is Bates motel and the rest of orange is the new black. it's really awesome to be living with someone who has netflix.



-about to get a new band going with an old buddy to turn my solo shit into shit that people would actually enjoy listening to. There's nothing better then making music with people you feel a connection with. we've been friends for years and there's like a telepathic synchronicity when we kick it. We could be jamming on some random shit and he'll know (he's the drummer by the way) i'm about to break or slow down or up the punx before i even do it. there's something more to music.. metaphysical, i dunno, but it's real. 

- have a solid living situation and it's only going to get better from here which is nice to have that constant burden off my shoulders.


-got a weird fucked up poem/prosey thing published and i actually got a little scratch for it, nothing big but it's something.. if anyone cares to read here it is....

"how do you think? How do you see to do it?"
"It's easy. You just cut. Like any other meat. Do you remember the boy from Sunday school?"
"will you change me into a boy? It's been far too long. I don't even dream these days. And now this.."
They were silent as they watched a lightning storm across the plains and chewed with their mouths closed like good children. It didn't taste like chicken.
pint bottle and the quart bottle empty and upturned like conquered chess pieces. "don't despair sister.." and he revealed another and poured the pint bottle full and some.
the weather was good, and with the arm used for their make-shift lean-to on her side, drunken, she began reading from a secret book of poems. "You monkey!", paused and looked at him and smiled she said." "It's like a lady, once you get into her mind it last as long as sweetness. You're a chewing can full of knock and were laughing as we drown! Please lungs, don't explode, the jokes not over."
dusk. death. Then back on their mules with their dehydrated mules white tongues dangling out. Then some big saloon. He went in, took the whiskey in it out to the kitchen and drank some like kissing you for awhile.
"can I kiss you? The secret way we used to?"
"Maybe a little you can brother."
"it saddens me, you'll cut off and kiss awhile a wild boy before filling my mouth with your wordless tongue? I like it. The hell with every thank you! All I could do was imagine things too.. Last night at the heathen bazaar when you bought all of her Emporium. A Boy too. Do I look like an idiot?"
She just brayed and wheezed. Then.. "About the other thing I did... Wait till you hear it!"
"I hope it's something practical. Like Talking. Or fishing. We used to reap such beautiful fish too. The guts wrapped like berries."
dusk. death. The next town. Within a brothel, The kiss of origin.
"I'm just a delicate whore and to thank you I will stop by the wishing well afterwards."
"Yes indeedy", he said to the whore. "if you want me to come say "brother"."
"I don't care if you come or not. I already got paid" and she winked and it was hideous. "Well M'am, I'd like a gilded bird in a cage." he fucked her until he was raw, sore and miserable. And his sister shook her head, seeing her, he spoke.
"idiot. i had to. Had to do it." He threw his arms around the royal she was. The cold water in their pocket, tossed of course, behind swamp and a wish was made. Two actually, a wish within a wish, if that's still allowed. Who can keep track of such things? He thought of the whore, in a dress of soft doves, leaning lazily over the wishing well dreaming her little dreams.
"The body is ruined so I'm trying to rest like you said".
"And you know" he crowed, sitting in her lap, held her against his cheek. "You know."
Silence. They watched the fire. The little demons dancing within, the crackling of wood and old bones. Tears. beads of melancholy welled up around retinas, a little wet moon to orbit it. He wondered things men wonder when so close to returning to the womb. Head in her lap, she ran fingers, like streams of dark water through his hair.
"tell me a poem. I lost my book."
"Womb, Doom, troublesome tomb, who gutted the three queens of the sad little saloon?
They started back up the hill and up in the sky, above the hawk flying.
He came up to her. she was lying beside nothing and he startled her. He was naked, blood gushed from where his manhood once swung and hung.. "What did you..."
"I cut if off."
"How? Why"
"Waiting I guess. It's polite. Like today."
They reached a low stretch to wash in a small faded pond with girl fish. "I know where. Where we go when we die."
"silly girl. We're already there. look", and he took her hand and turned her to face the sky. Both moons were shining, and on a supernova star they made their third and final wish.