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I don't put forth the effort because somehow I convince myself that it's useless. I worry that my self esteem has just plummeted since I've been working this job for the past year and a half or whatever.

i feel y'all on this. i have been seeing a therapist weekly the past couple of months. i am fairly certain i've cried at least 200+ days in 2014. working, making schedules/'routines' have been helping. ( something as small as lighting a candle, putting on fun music, and sitting with my coffee/book)  i have recently started 5htp and will let ya guys know how it works out for me. i have been off medication for about 2 years now so i really hope this is helpful otherwise i might be seeing my psychiatrist again.

see y'all in lakewood!

kw! looking snazzy! & yr lady is super cute too! <3 here's my mug. my hair has grown so much since i've been on this forum haha.

thanks y'all! <3 <3 <3 <3

thanks y'all! yeah my clicker is industrial strength, but i am slowly saving up for something from bvla.

+ oh & posting on this board is great and i am happy to be back on here :)

+ happiest i've been in a long, long time.
+ awesome healthy sex on the reg~
+/- i have an interview tmrw for a promotion. i'm the only one being interviewed, it was sort of just sprung on me. if i do well & get this my life will be so much easier. at least a $4 more/hr raise, pto, more benefits, and guaranteed more hours.

+/-- still at a really weird place where i love and hate my body at the same time. i pretty much only feel comfortable in dresses as of late. learning to love love love this vessel i am in is hard.

ahh everyone is too cute! jonas is adorable!

my babe and i got all spiffy on the fourth*~

too many babes 

i did my hair yesterday and felt pretty cute. lookin' a lot different than when i first started the boards  :-* :-*