Whenever I feel bad, suicidal bad i mean, i watching these youtube videos. i think it was Ian, Iant username, who originally posted. I haven't forgotten and i don't think we ever should.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54jk_n6c0EI&index=4&list=FLjUEeTAvL7WzO9_j0xpRXFA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AQqqs_SXegI&list=FLjUEeTAvL7WzO9_j0xpRXFA&index=4